I know and understand your pain. When a believer, a fellow child of God, rejects us, it is like God Himself is rejecting us and we worry they are totally right and we are totally wrong. But we need to ourselves we are CHILDREN of God, not God. Children can be mean and cruel and dumb and short-sighted. So Christ was wise saying to “Forgive them, they know not what they do.” You are a friend to many and one door closing allows others to open so you can serve others you couldn’t serve before. May He forever bless you and guide you. and Happy 2025!